All the love from me and Anthony *hugs*, both of us have quite dark depressive mood swings - Winston Churchill called his depression 'the black dog' and that's what it feels like, haunting your steps and refusing to leave you alone. Anthony had a dark night of the soul the other night, breaking down and crying for a while because he's so scared about his Dad's Parkinsons and because he has times when he feels like he's literally utterly useless and can do nothing right. I have times when all I can do is cry. But you're right, talking to someone is super important and I'm glad you found an outlet. I'm always here if you need anything, you're uber important and special to me *squishy hugs* <3