Sorry for the late reply|! I know that I'm still wrestling with being in a job I dislike (but love the people I work with (not managers though)) versus wanting a job that means something. I'm in a pharma company and it's a massive global multi billion dollar company and I get sick of reading about profits and market share and how we must get moremoremore. I really want to work for a non profit charity, but of course the wages for those Comapnies are very low :( therein lies the dilema. Also it would mean commuting as no charity jobs near me.

I'm not sure it's even possible to make a living doing something creative these days as the market is so saturated. There are 1000s of amazing photographers so I'm trying to think of other things (merging art/photography). My job makes me feel blah so I have no creative energy. It's a hamster wheel haha!

I'm glad you're finding some useful websites and feeling motivated to send out cvs etc.

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